Sounded Better in My Head

i have become a hermit. But i am still alive.

tired

I am exhausted. Between all-nighters + 2-3 hour drives + final exams + exams + interviews jam packed into a couple days, i am tired. Almost done! I feel myself getting used to this pace, but i wonder at what cost to my health? I’ve been feeling a little sick this past week and my recovery has been kind of slow. Maybe I’ve been pushing it. oh well, a couple days, just a couple days

The ideas swirl in my head, and only generalities can be felt. I was blinded earlier. By what, I have no idea. For a time, I had lost sight of where I was or where I was headed. And for a while I headed in circles, hindered from finding my direction due solely to laziness and procrastination. At least i realized this now, this little selfishness of mine. This is nothing new for me, but maybe tomorrow, just tomorrow i can change a little. And then perhaps the day after that.